I swear sometimes that I'm the biggest recluse known to man. It's not that I want to stay at home all day, rather that the people that I actually want to spend time with, already have plans. I don't do much with my group anymore, and the ones that I love the most go to a different school.
It's not much fun when you're stuck at home on a Sunday night, with nothing better to do.
However, there's another reason that's snuck its way into my thoughts. Trials are in 5 weeks.
Everytime I go to organise something, this little thought flashes into my brain, and I immediately have a slight internal panic attack at the fact that they're so soon. So then I make an excuse not to go out, just so that I can study.
I'm 18 in 3 days though, this is a bit of a win, wednesday and thursday and saturday should be the best days of my life.
This photograph by Jenny Holzer really describes my current attitude towards life. Hoorah for artists explaining things that I can never seem to form the words for.
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