Please allow me one post to be all sentimental and shit, it doesn't happen often.What do I miss? I miss the small things. Spending more time with my sister, the sheer innocence of youth, a stress free life, a life without hurt, being able to have fun all day and every day and not worry about the consequences that tomorrow will bring. I miss not having to make decisions in my life, I'm the most indecisive person you will ever meet, and the consequences are just starting to come into effect. Honestly? I miss living in Wagga Wagga, where I was born. I miss not seeing my family everyday like I used to when I was a kid. I miss the thought that anything could make me happy. I miss the go with the flow attitude that all younger kids have. In short, I miss my REAL life, not this fake one that I'm leading now.
What am I looking forward to? Change. That's it summed up in one word. New people, new places, new experiences. I want to leave high school and just forget it, start completely afresh. I'm looking forward to uni, and going to England, hopefully living in England one day. I'm looking forward to the surprises life will bring. And that's about it.
I guess I'm just your typical teenage girl. How unindividual.
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